(thoughts spilling)
I'm an overly emotional person. These past couple of days have been quite the roller coaster of emotions for me. And i get motion sickness so me and roller coasters don't mix. My head was spinning... "Is this going to get done in time...you can do it just stay up all night...but i've stayed up all night 3 days in a row now...it's 4 am and there's no way i will be done in time...not just the website but so many other things...i didn't get enough of this...too much of that...no one's going to like this stuff...i'm crazy..."
And then...after i left the house today at 8am for Paris to the Moon, i thought to myself, "Self, why would you ever think that you could be in two places at one time??!" How do you open a website and set up a booth...all by 8am? More emotions...stress...anxiety...nervousness.
I get to Paris (1.5 hours late) and everything was AMAZING. The sun was SUPER bright but there was a cool breeze (which ended up being FREEZING later), the people were as sweet as can be...i met people who buy from me online that i'd never met before...people who i see at classes all the time...sweet little girls in coordinating cupcake outfits that come bearing gifts (Hi Holiday!!)...i was told that my table "made them happy"...that made me want to cry tears of joy...before i knew it the sale was over...did some much needed therapeutic spending...got lunch at a yummy Cuban restaurant in the Orange Circle...then went home and checked my email...
.Well now...how can i say this without sounding like i'm out of my mind...i don't think there's a way to come off normal...and that's a risk i'm willing to take...normal is so boring anyways...I STARTED BALLING! A little squealing...a lot of dancing...picked up the cat and kissed her about 500 times (which she HATED)...looked at EVERY SINGLE ORDER...balled some more...and then i took the BEST NAP EVER! That kind of nap where you feel like you soooooooooo deserve it. The kind of nap where your head hits the pillow and everything is in the right place...my pillow and i really needed to get re-acquainted. And i woke up around 7pm...went out to a FAB Italian dinner (bad diet day...Cuban for lunch and Italian for dinner). I was so craving comfort food...and for me that will always be Spaghetti with Italian sausage. (By the way i have lost 12 pounds so far...but i can now take my "fat" jeans off and on without unzipping and unbuttoning them! In fact i joke around with friends because i look kind of gangster the way they sag. SUCH a wonderful problem to have right now. At least i fit in better in my neighborhood. My saggy jeans are accepted here on the border of Tustin Ranch - obviously the poor side of the border. lol! ) So now i'm home...and i'm going to watch tv all night long. Really looking forward to it.
So what's going on tomorrow? Long Beach Antique Flea Market with Cheryl and Kim! I've never been...always hear great things about it...and well...i'm hoping to find some treasures that i can incorporate into kits and share with you all very soon! Cross your fingers...send good vintage vibes...say a peacoats and party hats prayer...I'm digging for the goods tomorrow!
So anyways...THANK YOU all so very much. Your support, sweet comments, emails and smiling faces just mean the world to me right now! This is better than a dream. I hope you all know that. I did some online baking tonight. Please help yourself to one of these fresh-out-the-oven frosted and sprinkled cupcakes...i made them just for you!
Fat free, sugar free and vitamin chucked!